caterwauling

snot

2005-07-28T21:20:00.000-07:00

hearing coin operated boy - dresden dolls
mood okay

there are two types of people... nose blowers and snot snorters. i belong to the latter. i've been clinging to this wad of mucus for an hour now.. as if it had sentimental value.. hhahaha i was actually going to write something profound pero wala talaga. damn this cold.

therapy?

2004-12-28T11:14:00.001-08:00

hearing cut your hair- pavement
mood relieved

hindi ako makapaniwala na nakapag-IV fluid therapy na rin ako ng pusa ko. my cat has a kidney problem. he's gone through a lot of operations but lately it seems that his condition is getting worse. He can't walk properly, he has mild seizures every once in a while, he doesn't eat enough, his crap is as big as a pea... pag dinala naman siya sa vet, dinedextrose lang din kaya naisip ko ba't nga ba di na lang ako ako magdextrose? bumili yung mommy ko ng pangdextrose. kaya yun... after three missed hits, i finally hit the vein (well, i've only done it once tsaka sa aso pa kaya masaya na rin ako). medyo na-overwhelm lang ako kasi hindi na to sa laboratory class sa school, totoo na to. :)

...someone actually posted a comment. unbelievable. to the person who posted the comment: i don't know if artificial joy club released another album after melt. parang di na yata. sayang.

you're the bassist!

what band member are you?
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bakit nga ba binabalewala ang mga bahista?!! @#!*>

i hate love

2004-10-28T02:00:00.000-07:00

hearing ball and chain- janis joplin
mood pissed-off

Have you ever been in love?Horrible, isn't it?It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends" or "How perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.

I hate love.

---- Rose Walker

i'm freeee!

2004-09-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

hearing garbage cans- artificial joy club
mood drained

sa wakas! natapos din yang tangnang thesis I na yan!!! anyway, i really love this song. "they used to swap fluids at night/ now all they swap is a 911 fight..." ahehehhe ang kulit ng lyrics. i've been looking for AJC's melt album for ages, ngayon lang ako nagkaron. thanks to ryan. ang dami kong nakulimbat na cds dun. nyahahaha... Missed my classes again... tsk, tsk. hirap talagang gumising ng maaga. Eh kase naman i've been slaving on this thesis thing for days kaya syempre nawalan ako ng lakas (excuses, excuses...). iniisip ko tuloy parang napakababaw na dahilan ng pagka-obsessed ko sa mga pusa para mag vet med.

i've had it up to here...

2004-05-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

hearing just a girl- no doubt
mood full

kakakain ko lang sa chowking. nandito ako ngayon sa internetica sa mcu. wala lang magawa. wala talaga akong mapost dito. seryoso. hmmmmm... just read jonathan's bulletin post sa friendster. a plea for help for his homepage. its been a year since i started that website and i still haven't finished it. kailangan siguro ng incentive... hahhaha just kidding. sa totoo lang i think i forgot all those html tags and shit kase its been a while na rin. neway, i'll try to finish it for my bestest friend :) and also because i find it therapeutic.

summer classes are almost over and i think i'm gonna flunk swine medicine. its not my fault. eto kaseng prof ko ewan ko ba kung sang lupalop nakukuha mga exam questions niya. tapos kapag nagdidiscuss siya, it takes her at least a minute to say a word. parang ganto: "So... ayun na nga... as i have said... kailangan... i-check muna... yung ano? (long pause as if she's expecting us to answer her question) yung rectal temperature." tas eto pa, last exam ko muntik ng hindi pumasa kasi ba naman minalian lahat ng items sa multiple choice ko because according to her, i didn't follow instructions. huh? yun pala minalian niya kasi capital letters ginamit ko, eh wala naman daw capital letters dun sa choices. labo talaga.

ang lamiiiiig. i therefore conclude, rainy season results to nicotine overdose. nyahahaha

bleep

2003-08-14T15:16:00.001-07:00

hearing clickety-clack of keyboards
mood annoyed

nahawa pa ko ng sipon kay jonathan and elo. kainis! tas eto pang student assistant dito pinag-iinitan ako. kaninang papasked ako...

me: paschedule ng 2-4
taray SA: asan na yung luma mong ITC card?
me: nawala ko eh. hanapin ko na lang.
taray SA: ano ba yan. maghahalungkat pa ko ng files mo.

putangina... nung pumasok na ko sa lab...me: pwede na ko?

taray SA: 3 minutes pa.

pucha naman 3 minutes na lang ipinagkakait pa. eh la namang masayadong tao sa lab.

anyway, i just checked my e-mail. here's a portion of jonathan's e-mail.

neway, yung problema kay *bleep*, OK lang yan, look, ang friendship talaga may flaws, kahit naman yung atin meron diba? walang hindi nadadaan sa mabuting usapan. pero as i always say, kung di ka na comfortable, you can always leave. pero tingnan mo muna kung maaayos pa. wala yan sa tagal ng pinagsamahan; nasa laman yun.

there you have it, words of wisdom from jonathan antonio...hehehe... i patched things up with *bleep*. I gave him a card (which is so unlike me) and apologized. kahit na wala naman talaga akong kasalanan. okay, cguro meron din (sheesh). everything's okay now pero di ko pa rin siya isasama sa band practice mamaya. kase, i play better when he's not watching.

my burner's finally working! na set-up na ni alex last last weekend. i smell business... may klase ako ngayon sa helminthology pero tinatamad akong pumasok. ummm... changed my mind... sayang din attendance dun.

angelfire should burn in hell

2003-08-09T04:38:00.000-07:00

hearing talkin' bout a revolution- tracy chapman

mood okay

[Don't be afraid to be yourself because the people who care
don't matter and the people who matter don't care. ]

Thanks jonathan! I don't know what i'd do without you. naks. Last sunday jonathan and i talked about our fucked up lives, "my so-called friend", his coski thesis (tama ba?) at marami pang iba. After talking to him i felt so much better. Katulad nga ng sinabi ni Manolo Smith gusto ko rin sabihin na "Nagpapasalamat ako at naging kaibigan kita."

I just finished typing the leaflet for the animal rights exhibit this coming friday ipapaphotocopy na lang. Mabebenta ko na rin yung mga friendship bracelets na nagawa ko. Hmmmm... Ano nga ba kuneksyon ng friendship bracelets sa animal rights? /me thinks. Wala. Nangangailangan lang talaga ako ng pera.

What the fuck is up with these angelfire ads???!!! Nung nagsign up ako i chose pop-up ads tas bat ngayon banner ads na lumalabas?! Ang labo. I'm thinking of moving my site to geocities. I already uploaded the images pero ayaw gumana? NAKNAMPUTANGINANGSHET!

slam 3

2003-05-10T16:23:00.000-07:00

hearing cornflake girl- tori amos
mood drained

Despite of my bad cold, I still went to pulp summer slam 3 with jill, rain, leng & her bf, jerome, rica, and paulo. So there I was moshing along with other sweaty guys with snot shooting out of my nose. Pero masaya. Hindi naman ako masyadong nabugbog. Medyo bitin nga lang.